I’ve been sick the last couple of weeks and it’s given me a chance to regain some much-needed perspective on my sewing life.
Sewing organizes and motivates my days, my weeks, my months & years. When the kids come running into our bedroom at 5:30 am (not an uncommon wakeup time for my energetic 3 & 4 year old boys) I can usually muster a good mood when I think about the sewing I’ll be able to get done once they’re fed and contentedly playing with legos.
When I lay in bed at night and assess my day, I get tremendous satisfaction from listing the projects I made progress on.
I feel so blessed to have something in my life that I enjoy so much, but it also has a dark side. While checking things off my to do list buoys my spirit, being unable to accomplish things weighs me down. It’s hard for me to agree to activities that keep me away from my sewing room for a full day or more.
Sometimes the pace I set for myself feels downright manic.
So spending a lot of time resting, cuddling with my boys & watching them play has been strangely good. It makes me want to be much more careful about letting my sewing to do list rule my life and determine my mood. I don’t know if I really want to spend less time sewing, I just want to approach it with less intensity.
I want to slow down. There is no race to see who can make the most quilts this year.
For a short while I’ll probably be talking more about things like fabric purchases (that’s Leah Duncan’s Meadow, by the way), bee blocks and project ideas that I won’t necessarily pursue. I hope you’ll stick around and enjoy a slightly less panicky Sarah Quilts. 🙂